What I hate about myselfAs a reply to what my dear sister BackOffEdsMine had done.
Though I don't want to commit suicide, I've never wanted to be born, I'm too afraid to do so because I don't want to hurt the people that care about me. Selfish huh? I think people care about me The list will be composed of what people told me, what I tell myself every day of my life, and what my family has told me.
I've lied to everyone in my life
I've wanted to tell you all the truth but I'm too afraid that I'll lose you
I am manipulative
I'm a hypocrite
No one wants to hear what I say
I act like everything is okay
I let people walk all over me
There are days where I don't give a crap about anyone
And there are other days I wish everyone would die
I used to seriously consider becoming a murderer
I wish someone would find me and murder me and not be caught guilty for it
A waste of space
My step father would call me a whore or a slut