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Facebook"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before."Edgar Allan Poe All my friends, are leaving, dying.
They leave to run from everything I tried to save them from.
Spinning and screaming I lie in my own horror
The realization that this is reality
No hero is going to save you from your fate.
I feel so empty knowing I was real,
But all I really amounted to was a real disaster
I cannot help but cry as I feel them slipping too far for me to reach
And all I can do is watch in horror
As I lose the ones who I cared for most.
Brothers, Sisters, friends.
All unaware of the love that they flow.
I'm like a beating heart,
Hundreds of veins needed to sustain my life and survive
Yet each moment one gets severed by the cruel fate of unknown love.
Love, a word used to often, without those knowing it's meaning
Care, something I wish I could give to others, but the truth...
I myself hadn't been showed care since I'd been young.
You cannot love someone until you love yourself
Then why all I care about say they care back yet they cannot see the beauty in themselves?
Am I forever forced to live in the reality that nothing will be okay?
That I'm just a failure.
All I've tried to do right I fail, failing the ones I love
Failing myself for letting them go so easily.
Hating myself because I don't have the ability to help them see the beauty within
"The boundaries which divide Life from Death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where the one ends, and where the other begins?" Edgar Allan Poe
So why now when the light shines so dim that I realize who I really am.I am not worthy to call myself a hero
Never once have I done anything worthwhile
Unable to get through the hell my mind has created
And trapped within my own horrors of myself.
I cannot stop the empty feeling for each person who fades away takes part of me with them
You cannot love others until, you love yourself?
I accept that I do love myself, but not for my own sake
I love myself so that my family won't worry, won't cry over me
I stay strong to help those I love get stronger too
Because seeing the beauty inside, really all is up to you.
Until you accept that you are amazing and worthy,
You'll never believe what others say.
It may bring you happiness, but until you can love yourself.
You won't see the love that has been keeping you here.
If you were useless, then why, why do I care?
Why would anyone care?
Some may say I don't care about them,
I must argue, because I love you, deeply.
And until you accept who you are, and that you are loved by many
Until you can stop hating yourself
You will never see the love that is given to you.
Every moment of every day
I can say how much you mean to me,
And you'll mark it all as lies.
Thinking I wouldn't care about someone who upsets me
But without the pain and suffering we go through we will never have become the beautiful person we are today
I don't lie to you, what good would that do to me?
I've suffered with you, ever moment I see you're upset I feel myself fall into the pit of nothingness.
I may lay quite but only because the pain wouldn't let me reach you.
I would never let you fall, not if I could do anything to stop it.
I would throw my life away hundreds of times to save you.
I'd go through all the pain and suffering in the world, if I could just make you love yourself.
Then you would see, all the people who do care.
Dedicated to all who've been going through a hard time. Including those I know ( AVeryWittyUsername, YugaMizuno, justinlawcutie, XxAmuFujibioshixX, IMANl, XKitsuneHime, Saphirend, movedd, NeonStraightJacket, Beautifully-Julius, wolfxanime978, Ask-Death-The-Kid, AmiDanni, Kassy-Kittenlover, HarmonyDissonance, and TomSholar )
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